; shes so pretty and shes so sure

yippee! shopping galore today. hahaha. towned with tings..FINALLY had our waffle (its been yonks and the cute guy there has dissipated bt nvm, the waffle was fab. tho i think it feel empty without steph+sq. but oh well.) bought from ths shop at far east (we were so fickle! went to and fro to change the stuff i bought cos we cldnt decide which colour was nicer. haha but the shop tendor was v nice. she has nice lashes! okay maybe theyre fake but yea. nice la.), zara and mango! hee. as you can see, ive been quite deprived for a while. actually, been very terribly depressed. quite a shopaholic sometimes. anyway, theres friday with dadeedoo!! hahaha. i shall embark on a STRICT mission to find a nice tote instd of letting my eyes wander and buy everything else but that. haha.

very tired! wondering whether i should fall ill tmrw. haha
anyway replies to nanapok..

ANYWAYS. you do owe me a message k. its the other way round now. you made me reply you and then you ignore me??! whats this!? box you arh! haha. and PLEASE STOP imagining me as a slut or whtever! lame la you! eh. and when are we gonna study togth huh. -DIAOS YOU.

; vanessa carlton

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's till the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day

Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last

It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses

superb song.
i want to go shopping
shopping
wander to wisma theres topshop and aztec and..
wander to wheelocks theres zara and borders..
raffles city, i need earrings..
paragon..
shall stop.
want to get this and that..
take me shopping please?

i think im so gross, disgusting, whatever.
was 'violently ill' (quote from kotc haha) all of a sudden during the physics paper
and then grew superbly nauseus (spelling?) and i barfed. yes, my poor classmates had to bear with it. so sorry about that. almost died of embarassment. as much as my previous mental state could permit. was in a daze and kinda unaware of everything. dont know what came over me! so strange.
yea. which is why i think im so gross.

but after puking, and being perfectly sane now, i am fully aware that we only have 2 more papers to go ! hahaha. a temporary break is good enough. all the papers suck and i try not to think of it :( will cry my eyeballs out when we are all assembled in the drama studio / hall and THE moment arrives.

oh ! overjoyed btw. oc has returned. hehe.
feel like watching blue crush.
shall dig it out tonight and watch the hot bods and pretty faces (albeit the dolly kate bosworth!).

right. 'off.

So I fall
I don't wanna feel this small
You know I just can't handle this
Handle this at all
And I'll just fall
I let my heartbeat drop
I falter as the music stops

i have sinned ! im online when my prelims is in 3 days! FREAKS OUT BIG TIME.
sigh.
oh well.
been mugging these days okay.
every moment and thought is dedicated to chemistry and physics and social studies and geography and math and..okay over exaggerated.
i just HAD to come online cos
SABRINA WEE told me i HAD to read her gbk entry AND in her entry she actually REPRIMANDED me for coming online! -grumbles.
im here even before i ate breakfast k.
k back to daily routine ; which is to study then head for the library to study with my fellow mugging kakees (who are so KIASU! kiasu kakees. haha alliteration!) haha. dinah mina yimin huiying rocks! :D
-though i still cant do the limbo rock (spelling?) embarassing. and i HAVE to eat my sushi roll TODAY! its the last day..

//these things that people say
they make me feel so lousy
please dont pretend to be happy
when youre with me
because thats what hurts.

im not good enough, i know it.

Baby don't stop
It's okay cause I'm down for you

today has been a LONG day.
amazed that im still awake after being through a turmoil.
haha strong word.

went to school (dragged myself up) for physics cos ms huang weiting told me she was going and persuaded me to go. so there i was, and she never turned up -scowls- how typical. but anyway studied like 1.5 chapters v e r y slowly cos school wasnt ideal for concentration for me. and also, the company i had there was too god damn fun. hahaha. ended up yakking away and laughing hysterically. out of like, nothingness. haha. spastic la.

we all wanted to go back so left at lunch time..changed and was like, 2hours early (thanks to the bright idea i got to avoid the rain..HAH.), happily waiting at kovan. got kinda ditzy and depressed, think yins was right, the rain DOES get to you. was sitting there and feeling the rain platter all over me forming dark orange spots against my top (which is orange la obviously. hope i didnt make it sound like the rain was orange. okay crap. anyway) and stomach was grumbling (had to survive on ricola strawberry pearls) like a volcano inside. so anyway, THE TRAUMA arrives. walked about and (after wasting 2 freaking bucks on a 20cents call cos my freaking phone chose this time to die on me and i only has 2 one dollar coins with me) ended up at another bus stop, was trying to stop being silly and all depressed when out of the blue this metrosexual/gay stands next to where i was sitting. and its like, human nature to turn around and absentmindedly inspect the surroundings (and also check out people haha) when i noticed something wasnt quite right..and i turned around and looked again..guess what. that freak decided he wasnt going to zip his jeans and also that he wasnt going to wear any underwear. no boxers, no briefs. so you know what i saw. a protruding hairy dick. like oh fuck! immediately spunned my neck back. was shell shocked for a minute or two and just stoned there. then there was this um mentally unstable malay dude who started parading around and talking and laughing to himself right in front of me. and then pointing at god knows what and freaking me out cos its like, the seventh month and naturally, as a chinese, im superstitious. so while being caught up with the drama the malay man was creating, the metrosexual/gay freak slipped off to freak some other poor girl out. from the corner of my eye (and also i had to twist my head a teeny bit), i realised he was standing next to another innocent chap. poor girl. dont know what happened to her cos stj finally arrived.

yup anyway, ate at swensons!! had the salmon and mushroom baked rice and fries and chocolate malt ice cream. super duper yummylicious :D were both super bloated. and there was this mud next to us wearing eye liner. for god's sake. it was like THIS thick. but he's cute though. haha and his girlfriend is really strange for she dons a tudong but her dressing is like, strictly GOTHIC. black nails, black nose ring and everything. and i dont think i heard her laugh once. or even crack a smile. or even speak. while her boyfriend tried to strike some casual conversation she just silently ate and occasionally picked up her phone (attached with skeletons and god knows what else) when this really strange doagjihiofSPW ringtone sounds. while he laughed at his own words. yea. okay think i was being overly observant.

haha anyway watched friends at her place..its so freaking depressing now that its all coming to an end. oh well. it reminds me of nanapok and ree. cos we always watch them at nana's house, spending our afternoons tanning and then laughing at the tv screen at the sofa with our lunch. typical. and now it seems like nana has done some disappearing act. i havent like, talked to her since..ages ago. so odd, this feeling of nana not being here.

okay ignore me. its just the stress.

my vocab is so limited. all i say is the word freaking.
but its just a freaking long day with brow raising encounters
so only the word freaking can fit in.
-nods.

and can you believe
after my traumatic day
a few minutes ago i was still flipping through the shou ce and trying to cram the words in my head?
my life is like ojastihloaqdsgs.
i dont even know what to say.
just cant wait for the prelims to be over.
oh my. and instead of asking for o's to be over, im just asking for prelims to be over.
this is so uncanny.

but yea. 62, oh. no, 64 days now.
-grins.

but i need to do
what i feel like doing.
so just listen.

okay cant believe im STILL online
-looks at clock-
failed miserably at exercising self control, wendy toh.

anyway decided that i NEED to do this entry

for SABRINA WEE YUE WEN aka PEACHY BITCH
girl, i hope youre okay..
i think you are but y'know sometimes youre not
bcos she has left
and im SO sorry it took me so long to do this
caught up with my own world okay wendy's very selfish
-slaps self-
okay i didnt slap myself but in my mind i did, so technically (doesnt ths remind you of matthew perry from friends) technically, i did. haha. LAUGH, nana, laugh. okay not funny.
++
if you need anything or anyone (to flash yourself ie y'know what you always do haha or just to plain talk, seriously, IM ALWAYS HERE OKAY?))
love you to BITS AND PIECES and fragments and chips..
look for me when youre in those times when youre not okay, okay?
MWA!

^x y'know, i think your character sucks big time..

ahhh my tama (which died 4 times due to constant neglect) turned into ths super cute version of a dolphin with legs (insert confused look here) but its so cute. and fat. whoops. and i really like natasha bedingfield's song single. but as the title suggests, its inappropriate to sing it (in my horrid voice) at the top of my lungs now, no? anyway im just bored stiff and i know i should be mugging right now instead of blogging crap online. oh ; got my tom yam and iced lemon tea so im happy (:
ooh my hair is longer ! back to the length before i cut it (if there was even a difference) perks. hahas.

..and im bothered by it ^x

RL doesnt feature my favourite model anymore, how sad.
but check out that Pink Pony tee (i really mean her figure)



and the bikini wear Blue Label is really appealing..
oh goodness. red boots ! (the others are animal skins. which is the root of plain evil..)



aint she pretty !



okay nuff surfing. feel like im talking to myself here. lame.
'off.

I wanna meet the odds with royal flush
To fall
I gave my all
But it wasn't enough
I'm never giving up I found life
So I've gotta live it up
And life is too short for war
What can I say to show theres more
With people slammin doors in my face and what for
That aint the way to gain plays
By making the same mistake day after day
I gotta slide man get away the smile on my face its a sunny day girls and drinks and more drinks
Come to think
For such a big place its a small world
For such a rat race i still got faith
And anything goes still I got to say life has its ups and downs but I love it anyway
One love one shot
It's all we ever got